(It's beyond words...you just have to experience it for yourself. Gabriel knows what I'm talking about. :-))
I'm here.
I'm settled in but far from settled.
The parents are gone, Gabriel is gone...
I'm alone but far from alone.
My thoughts are keeping me company (read: beating me up) and there are plenty of things around here to distract me.
But I just want to sit and let the world turn without me for a little while.
I just want to breathe and find someplace deep down inside me that believes everything will be okay.
I have to get comfortable with not knowing.
I have to get comfortable with me.
But now more than ever I need a little reassurance.
Which is where you come in.
Thank you.
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Everything will be alright. Don't worry, things will happen as they need to. You are where you want to be, doing what you want to do. How can that be a bad thing?? Just remember that I'm here for you and stand behind you 100%
RP
When I read this yesterday at your house, I chuckled at the Jesus Christ Superstar reference, and you thought I was finished reading, and too proud to admit I wasn't a faster reader, I just decided to read the rest later...
...Little did I know, if I had read the whole thing while I was next to you, given you a big hug, and a bit of reassurance. You're doing really well Lindsey, and I'm happy you're letting me be a part of it. You can always get a few kind words from me. Always.
"Close your eyes, close your eyes, and relax think of nothing tonight."
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